And even as today

As I'm leaving

Even as things are going to change

And even if we can't go back to to the starting point

Will we still give up this race?

And sometimes I even wonder

What's the point of the finish line

Because after all

I'm just a "no one", 

Maybe I lost faith in your uncertainties

In me

In you

In this

I don't understand

And sometimes I try too hard to comprehend

Could it be that I am expecting too much out of this?

Or could it be that I am afraid 

Could it be that I have turned into such a skeptic

So much so I couldn't handle my thoughts all at once

Perhaps there are things we'll never say

Perhaps this is the safest distance we'll ever stay

With nothing more to expect

& Nothing less

CLASSMATES ARE AWESOMENESS

Mondays are... like this

Boring and subtle like this

And I like it like this

Posting a boring post like this

Doing things like this

Rambling on like this

Mondays are... like this

02. Maybe, Maybe Not

There are times you reminisce upon past episodes

How they strike and stir up emotions

Sometimes you wish there are some part of your life

You could tear out and pretend it never happened

But it did after all

How I wish life was like a thick sketchbook

Where pages can be torn

Ceasing to realize we leave marks behind

And like a ripple effect

When you sketch too hard

You leave a trace behind on the next page

You squeeze your eyes shut

praying it to be a dream

But you still feel pain, anguish, disappointment 

You do your routine

But everyday you achieve a different angle

A different perspective for life

I tripped too much on my mistakes

So much I am still living with them

There are times you'd die to be ordinary

But are they worth killing for?

What would you have achieved then

If not for those mistakes.

Sometimes I wonder how to let go, and let live

To accept, and give in

I never thought I'll figure anything out

But I just did.

Have you ever felt accomplished?

Felt relived that you found yourself from where you derive

I deleted all the entries

letting down all emotional baggages

And I guess it's time to let go

and let live

Accept

and give in

It's life

And there's gotta be more to it

You may ask yourself the queerest questions in life

and the answer would simply be

"What Would Jesus Do?"

I guess I found my answer 

to the riddle of life