08. Vienna

"To err is human, to forgive divine"

I can't comprehend how I get on my own back each time,

And add a load or more of burdens or whatnot.

And these daunting thoughts as they haunt me every night 

I hum the psalms till cigarette buds marks twilight

To find yourself in a place of emptiness you can't define

Or maybe, you're too afraid to make the call

Sometimes in the midst of convincing yourself to let go of these frivolous thoughts

You end up wallowing in them

Reality? What is it?

The meaning of life that I can never take on?

Or is it merely life, and I am running

Afraid

Because I never recall feelings so algid

so distant

And I turn to you

Sometimes I empty the pockets of my heart

And I can't help but to wonder

Is it worth keeping you in