Letting emotions flow through your eyes
While staring at your reflection
Trying to suss things out
While hating every bit of your guts
Its an ironic human condition
Have you watched yourself cry so hard
You cry harder upon the reality of being ever so crushed?
Everyday I remind myself
Its just a phase
And its about time to take a turn
But its always easier to write pain than to write happiness
So many unanswered questions
Why?
Last night while sitting beside D,
A kid ran to a seat beside ours
"Mummy I am tired I wanna sit down" - she said
I turned & whispered
"A small kid knows better than us, to rest after a long run. Maybe its time to stop walking, crippling, running. Maybe it's just time to stop, no need to ponder, no need to think - just breathe"
6 comments:
close your eyes, just settle, settle
(: i think i should try to write happiness, for a bit
i stumbled upon your blog n when i read your words i feel like they were taken from my mouth, cos i've these exact sentiments. eerie.
"you know how sometimes something shiny in a display case catches your eye n you cant look away from it? you stretch out your hand to try to touch it in all its gleaming finery, but then your fingers stop at the glass window.
tats how happiness is to me. im this close, but i stop short. i see it, but its not mine."
anon: We learn happiness in a hard way, but maybe it's not a bad thing after all... We learn to cherish it
you are inspiring...
I always come in and will find myself in tears.
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